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The demi would after another moment longer grab the handle and slowly turn it to open the door. His head did turn a little when he noticed the other’s wings flare open and would hesitate with his next words. Looking away quickly and letting out a shuddering sigh, the door being pushed open as he’d ‘slither’ into the doorway.

“…Now you….see…why I am the monster. This is…my natural state. Not when I take on the shape of others.” speaking in a quieter tone and it was then did he begin to slither out. Struggling to keep the strands of black ooze together in the puddle and to keep himself from collapsing fully into that puddle.

*Shadow just….starred. He knew it was rude. There was a nagging voice in the back of his head telling him it was rude. But damn it right now he just couldn’t turn away. He was paralyzed. Shadow’s wings shook slightly from the strain of being open in one position for too long. Really what COULD he do? What should he do? Shadow swore he’d probably fall back into the bed soon because his knees had locked up.*

*….and he said nothing. Shadow couldn’t respond to that. He had never seen his Mephiles’s ‘natural state’. Well, there was that puddle of goo, but Mephiles called that  form. Not a natural state. When Mephiles was gone Shadow’s knees unbuckled and he sat, shakily, on the bed. His wings collapsed on either side of him.
…..he’d….had enough for one day. He was tired. This was all…just a lot to take it. Shadow curled up on his side on the bed, wrapped his wings around himself, and still in a bit of shock, drifted into a light sleep.*

The demi was gone shortly afterwards and leaving the hedgehog to his own devices. Neither demi’s returning to him through the night but by morning the sun god had returned. Peeking into the room with mild uncertainty…having noted the memories that were accumulated by his Mephiles half and the other hedgehog’s reaction to him. When the demi had broken down before him. With a breath did he knock against the wall inside…to see if the other would awaken yet. “Shadow, we had best return to your world…this one will not hold up for much longer. The spell I had created is beginning to crumble. I am sorry if you are not ready but I wouldn’t wish for you to be harmed in any way by the time stream.”

Shadow was already a frail looking mobian…it was unnerving. Solaris had mentally vowed to try and get him back up to strength again. Ears flattened back against his head while unease crossed his features. Not sure how the other would react to him now after seeing what Mephiles was like. That same creature was apart of him…constantly apart of his being and mind. It was even a little unsettling for Solaris. 

(( Sorry for the inactivity and lack of posting. I swear life has been giving me hell in all shapes and forms. I’m mentally exhausted…but I will try to be a bit more active but I have been trying to distract myself through endless drawing. So much sketching and commissions with no inspiration for rp. Be patient and remind me of posts I’m missing on Solaris, Luger and Albino Shadow. Sorry for making some of you wait ))

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The demi would let out a heavier breath, body lightly shaking and soon his internal chaos broke down from it’s composure for a final time. The air easily being chilled to the point one could see their breath. His body seeming to half melt into a puddle, his legs gone and his hands. The crystals that were known throughout the many different versions of Mephiles now sprouted out along his quills. But there was more of them. The ran down along the crest on his head and over much of his quills. Even coming out from where his elbow was. His body skinny, deathly skinny and was more noticeable.

The tuft on his chest was larger and more ratty. The demi god’s age was far more visible in this form, his muzzle wrinkled and the classic red sclera eyes were tired looking. Green slit eyes were downcast and dim. But what would be far more…alarming was this Mephiles didn’t just have one mouth of serrated teeth, there was another right beneath it. Large sharpened teeth that will never be fully hidden.

The demi would slump in against the door, shaking while he struggled to bring up a hand to the handle. But he was visibly weaker in this form, unless it is due to the emotional distress….could be any number of things.

*Shadow’s ears perked up and he tensed, wings puffing up and warnings going off in his head. The hedgehawk turned his head back to Mephiles, breathing out of his mouth. He immediately felt the chill. Though his fur was thick he wasn’t prepared for anything like this and it startled him. His arms wrapped around himself as he watched the other…fall apart!?*

*Shadow was, honestly, scared. He hadn’t seen anything like this before. W-what was going on?! Had he done something?! It was that damn question, it had to be! Oh, guilt hit him like a bone shattering punch to the ribs. Shadow found himself standing, then stumbling back. He wanted to cry out, alert Iblis to what was going on…but terror at this knew sight froze him.*

*This was the stuff out of his darkest, deepest nightmares. He thought his Mephiles looked…horrid. No, nothing compared to his. Shadow’s wings opened fully on either side of him and he took a small, shaky step back. He opened his mouth, moving it a bit, but no sound came out.*

The demi would after another moment longer grab the handle and slowly turn it to open the door. His head did turn a little when he noticed the other’s wings flare open and would hesitate with his next words. Looking away quickly and letting out a shuddering sigh, the door being pushed open as he’d ‘slither’ into the doorway.

“…Now you….see…why I am the monster. This is…my natural state. Not when I take on the shape of others.” speaking in a quieter tone and it was then did he begin to slither out. Struggling to keep the strands of black ooze together in the puddle and to keep himself from collapsing fully into that puddle.

winged-master-of-chaos:

*Shadow wanted to take back the question now. Really, really badly too. Oh damn it, he shouldn’t have asked. It was obviously a touchy subject and a stupid thing to ask. Poking at another emotions like that…something that probably hurt. Real smart Shads, real smart…..
He nodded just a bit, listening carefully. Both really. He was currently in love with someone and had loved nearly the same person. An alternate. Oh Rouge….

This was worse. His eyes widened further and his ears fell back completely. Never see them again?! He knew Solaris hadn’t seen them in a while but…never being able to? That was just….. And Mephiles couldn’t take it? It….that….. Shadow couldn’t imagine that. He thought of it like the children in the camps. What if they were just….gone? No, he couldn’t think of that. Oh Chaos….*

F-forgive me for asking….

*Shadow turned his head a bit. Monsters….that was his world. The alternates there. Not these two. Not this Mephiles… His was a true monster, hell bent on destruction and just killing. This one had a family. Children.*

The demi would let out a heavier breath, body lightly shaking and soon his internal chaos broke down from it’s composure for a final time. The air easily being chilled to the point one could see their breath. His body seeming to half melt into a puddle, his legs gone and his hands. The crystals that were known throughout the many different versions of Mephiles now sprouted out along his quills. But there was more of them. The ran down along the crest on his head and over much of his quills. Even coming out from where his elbow was. His body skinny, deathly skinny and was more noticeable.

The tuft on his chest was larger and more ratty. The demi god’s age was far more visible in this form, his muzzle wrinkled and the classic red sclera eyes were tired looking. Green slit eyes were downcast and dim. But what would be far more…alarming was this Mephiles didn’t just have one mouth of serrated teeth, there was another right beneath it. Large sharpened teeth that will never be fully hidden.

The demi would slump in against the door, shaking while he struggled to bring up a hand to the handle. But he was visibly weaker in this form, unless it is due to the emotional distress….could be any number of things.

((Emotionally torn…so going to take a few day hiatus off of tumblr and skype. Probably the internet overall and just….I don’t know))

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Shaking his head slowly at this. “It never is pleasant.” answering quietly at this but at the next set of words after he had applied the black slime did his hands recoil. The demi god’s own emotion in those words was almost felt through the sharp change in his internal chaos. That made the air chill just a bit more and writhe with the slight distortion of time. Taking in a sharp breath did he regain the composure…but not completely. His hands slowly resting in on his own lap with his head turning away.

“Not my temple, not completely. It’s just a copy. No matter how hard Solaris and Iblis try to comfort me I know better. It is only a structure made from chaos….not the same place that had been built by hand. Nor does it hold what I cherish most.” commenting quietly till he’d take a glance towards the plate of food. “Should eat and rest. Much to do tomorrow and you will need whatever strength you can offer. For we first must put in place before we can begin aiding your world.” the demi would glance away for a moment.

His mind lingering over the other thing he would wish to test out also. “And I would wish to lure out your artificial Mephiles. Strike out at my counterpart and send a message to his Iblis. Keep them a step behind us for the moment and guessing on what we will do. See what power Soleanna’s butchers had-…” he would catch himself on his wording there and eyes narrowed. Internally scolding himself for speaking.

“Test it’s power and strength…then find out how to deal with them.” his voice was far more silent then as he’d slowly slip away in order to leave. Unless Shadow had something more to say.

*Shadow shivered. The feeling was…nice, to say the least, but Chaos he wasn’t use to it. Shadow was use to waiting it all out. Sitting in agony for, at times, over half an hour as he waited of the burning to stop. The heat was dying and the red receding. That sudden change that over fell Mephiles did not slip by Shadow, who turned to look at the other, genuinely worried. Had he said something wrong to cause this sudden loss of composure?

…..oh yes, he’d said something wrong. He knew the temple was a copy but he did not know what originally happened to the place. What ever had been in the original was what Mephiles seemed to crave and could not get. Shadow’s ears flipped back a bit. He ignored the food though. Eating and sleeping could wait. He wanted to know more.*

What is it you cherish, if you don’t mind me asking?

I would advice against that, though I won’t stop you. He won’t just…appear. He will need to be hunted down. So far he has not taken advantage of the war….Either he is planning something and waiting, or Iblis has not seen the opportunity and given him orders.

*Shadow watched Mephiles go, keeping his mouth shut. What he had to say had been said. He would not keep the other any longer. Those words lingered though. Soleanna’s butchers….he thought he knew what it meant, yet it felt like it was wrong. That he didn’t know what it meant. It was…strange.*

Mephiles had stopped at the door when the other had asked what he cherished that lived in the real home. The real temple back in his zone. With a breath did the demi turn to glance over towards the other, although his gaze was more diverted towards the ground. Frowning more as his brows furrowed. “If you love someone or have loved then you will know my pain, Shadow. I may never see my mate again or the children that we have taken in. I have been with them for thousands of years. I no longer remember the life I had without them or handle a life without them.”

He’d turn to look away a little more, muzzle wrinkled and canines bared. “We were going to have a biological child…but I never will see it born. Not without changing time and going back to that day.” letting out a lengthy breath only to lightly snicker. “They were the only ones that didn’t see me as a monster. Like so many mortals…and fellow gods.”

The dress….it FINALLY came off. Finally! Now he wont have to suffer with the ridicule any longer and come out from his hiding. Head still hung low and the blush that never seemed to leave burned in his cheeks. These last few days will never…ever…be forgotten. 

((Holy crap this is amazing looking!))

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Butt Shaped Chocolate is the best thing that has ever happened to me

This needs to happen to me

I thought that logo said Lick it inc.
Don’t ask questions.

CAN I HAVE THEM PLEASE

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…

… That’s probably the most interesting dress I’ve seen all day! *The water god gave the other a wave and what would probably have been perceived as a toothy grin if he had any.*

He’d let out a sharp yip as he noticed the other’s presence and attempted to hide himself behind…..anything. Shoving the ruffles down this his hand as he grew flustered. “…th…this is not…mine……magic…anons…..and their kind of evil….” spluttering and pouting. The sun god was not happy….

*He stifled several laughs through out Solaris’s panicking.* Oh, it’s not? My apologies, I just assumed that since you were wearing it…- Anyway, my name is Chaos. And you are? *Chaos was still giving that same, cheerful expression at the other. Chaos was very amused,*

A shuddering breath was exhaled with a pathetic look on his face, muzzle wrinkled up with a small whimper escaping his lips. “Yes….I knew your name….you’re almost the same as the one I once knew.” musing out silently. “…I…..I am Solaris.” huffing out those words with an even more pathetic look. His shoulders slumping while he struggled to smooth down the…dress.